So I got brave enough to tell one person I trust that I have this blog and she didn't think I'm nuts - wahoo!
Been an up and down battle today.
God gave me the faith I'd need to make it through and I'm so glad.
This is so hard.
I've got enough fight to make it but it's so not as simple as just saying it or deciding it won't hurt anymore. God gave the faith because He knew I'd need it this afternoon. It's such a roller coaster.
I had to set aside everything for just a while and "escape" with my kids. We watched movies that inspired not giving up (Facing the Giants & Rudy) and I just sat there and held on to them. They so don't get it. I pray they never do.
But I made it through the day. And I actually laughed a little during the up times - it's been too long - felt so good.
One day down - how many more to go? Come quickly, Lord!
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