Getting Started

I'm not a blogger by nature. I don't like to share my feelings.

But right now I feel so alone. And I need to vent.

I don't know if anyone will even ever read this - but it's a way to let out some of these feelings that overwhelm me.

A place to post it without putting it on my normal myspace or facebook pages where I have friends that just wouldn't understand the storm inside me.

If you are coming across this accidentally, I don't care if you read it. If it helps, great. If it depresses you, I'm sorry. It depresses me too. But please know that I AM seeking help. Some of the things I want to say are very intense. I have a counselor who is helping me work through it all in a healthy way. But once a week is not enough as I'm overflowing with sorrow right now. So I'm using this blog to sort it through.

Don't call the men in the white coats on me. I'm getting help.

And regardless of how much I despair or how much pain I share, I cling to God and believe He'll bring me through. Because of that, I can hold on even when it feels like I'll never get through.

Praise God for Jesus. I know I'd be gone by now if it weren't for Him.