Tuesday, March 13, 2012

the sad

yeah, so the sad is taking over the world. got a lot in my head just now. wishing there were words. this post is really for me more than for anyone else... i just have to put some thoughts out there for safe keeping so i can get some sleep. dont read if you are easily offended this is not for you.

1 - the angry isnt over
2 - the sad is grief? t says i've only just begun to grieve. great.
3 - so much work to do - so much need to rest - so much arguing in my head over what's more important. this is more than a marathon. but i want it OVER
4 - i think i'm ready to be known regardless of the consequences. but i know i will regret it tomorrow so i'm not acting on that.
5 - oh god, i need to cut
6 - THIS HURTS AND I HATE IT!
7 - "Holy shit."

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