walking in mixed blessings right now. things are happening that are so so encouraging but at the same time am fighting harder than i think i've ever had to fight before. for instance, i had FOUR DAYS IN A ROW without flashbacks or nightmares or body memories or anything like that. that's not happened since denial! was amazing. at the same time, came out of that and into the worst memories i've had yet and the finding out of who is the alter that's doing the cutting. is a real roller coaster at present and it's hard because i see encouraging progress but it's followed by such desperate battles.
thank you so much for any hugs and prayers you all might send my way.
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