Friday, March 6, 2009

Relief

Thank y'all for your prayers. I feel soooooooooo much better today.
I know that I yet have plenty far to go, but today I celebrate victory...

Today, things finally came into perspective. I saw the wrong as HIS and not mine. I finally found a way to understand and allow myself to see it as it was and to give myself the room to see that I was just a kid and there really was NOTHING I could do.

I'm seriously mad at my father right now. And have plenty to work through along those lines. But it just feels so great not to wear the shame and the guilt right now that I could dance.

Praise God! Just wanted to share. :-)

2 comments:

Web Designer said...

So proud of you!! Tricky part is being angry, but not being consumed by the anger. For right now - just be angry - we'll work on the rest later! Praying for you my friend!!

Aaron said...

:-) Sooooooo happy for you!!!!!!!!!