stupid nightmares. every night i have them. one of two kinds:
one - personal disasters (such as fires, floods, nazi's, etc) where i lose everything and everyone i care about and face life threatening situations.
or two - enduring abuse and rape. who, when and how differs, but the ending is always the same - can't get free no matter how hard i try and someone slimy and despicable hurts me in the most personal way possible.
last night was both. combined with yesterday's migraine. today i am shaken and sad and still sore in my head and neck.
i wish they would go away.
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