so i am sitting in my living room, the kids are spending the night with grandma and i'm here watching tv with my hubby. he's happy as a clam with the remote, the tv and a good book. i'm freaking out silently.
i'm imagining snakes and spiders in my laundry room. heart attacks or car crashes involving my children. cancer. who knows what. just WAITING for the other shoe to drop even in the midst of a perfectly fine evening.
WHAT IS STINKING WRONG WITH ME??? AM I GOING INSANE OR WHAT???
or maybe the nightmares are just affecting me in the day too - this is the kind of stuff i'd deal with in one.
idk. but for the record, it stinks. i wish my heart would stop pounding...
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