Inside The Storm

dear dad i hate u. u don't even deserve to be called a dad. you ruined my life. you ruined so much. i hate u. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...

amazing how fast things change. I told on Monday last week - it's been one week. in that time I have been sick, switchy, overwhelmed, ...

it's been a long time since I posted. i'm guessing that's a good thing as I usually post when things are difficult and therefo...

ok so i had a nightmare a while back about my sweet husband going home to be with Jesus and leaving me devastated, alone and without a plan....

so i realized today that it's been three wonderful weeks of good. just about anyway. but the good was facade i think - the aha moments...

therapy went sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much more smoothly today and i've had a series of aha moments. here's what made it ...

so so much to think about. went back to therapy. her answers to my pleas and questions amazed me. she said i've done the work. that ...